Friday, November 5, 2010

I want to be codependent on God

"Trust not in the arm of flesh". Yeah, I have learned that one. Or I thought I had. It's like the movie Groundhog Day. I am retested on that everyday. That's just the nature of life. My strategy has been to make things nice and conducive to "peace". Hasn't worked. Maybe I should just punch life and my object of codependency in the face and say, "What the hell do you want?!"
I haven't been doing things for the love of being, but for the need to prove my worth. That's a great way to suck the life out of life and out of those around you that you are trying to 'help'. Time to live on my terms and God's terms. That's the only way this thing is going to work out.

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